Tell me who ever might read this stuff that you did not belive the last entry about the new guy! Oh its not true he is an obsessive weird person. I cant oh I cant move on from the one that I see every day. He is absolutely amazing in every way. And with every passing day I love him more and more. Yes I am pathetic we established this. But I have learned to follow my heart and my heart wont wander from him. There is just something about this man that makes everything in life that much better he is the reason I breathe. HE knows this I have told him and he likes it. We arent together and thats fine. Its kinda cute the way he misses me though. Just like today my work schedule changed and last night I told him that I had to work tonight which is usually the only time we get to hang out and he said " Ugh Im not going to see you tomorrow what the hell" Oh and not to mention the fact that with out knowing it and with out thinking about it he can make my whole world cease to exsist with just the words he says. Any way thats about it NOT REALLY I just dont feel like typing anymore. LOVE MUCH!!